Pre Days!

Okay so the last few days havn't really gone according to how I would have liked it to go in terms of my plan only because I hanvn't been to the gym and the eating admitely has not kicked in as yet. Yes I went to the health food shop and got the lecthin so I have the stuff to start and figure I will when Andrew leaves as to be honest he is a little distracting considering he is in my space and I find it so much better to focus when I'm on my own with no one looking over my shoulder making a job harder than it already is.

I feel a little pressured by him and I need to let that go and remind myself that this is about Diana not Andrew and as much as I would like to get down my wieght considerably by the time I get to the UK it's not the end of the world if I don't and once I follow my routine as planned I will get my health back in order within the desiered time that God has planned with no problem.
So Andrew despite your comments that "sitting at the computer an't going to loose the weight" or "when women get to 30 they start giving up on themselfs" well I can't afford to give up on myself and I have not given up on myself.
It's going to happen for me I will get back into my programe this is just a minor set back and as God continues to tell me in my life I simply get back up and start again. So I begin my programe with that in mind and continue on my journey to Liberation thru Purification! this is all part of my journey this is all part of it!

I love you Dianax