DAY ONE

Today is the day and beyond all things I feel inspired by God and his presence in my life despite my failure and sins.
I somtimes hate myself for who I am I want to be right in Gods light and do right by his favor, I fear the Lord, Yes I do and I know that through sin I can't be happy or make him happy...so why do I have to be so? why why why?
Help me oh Lord help me today and beyond today be faithful to you faithful to doing right by you.

I embark on my 90days of healing my weight and I pray to God that he talks to me strengthens me and guides me I really need him.

I'm not weighing myself but I know I am about 185lbs by now my measurments are as follows:

ARMS 13"

WAIST 39"

BUST 41"

HIPS 44 1/2"

THIGHS 27 1/2"

The fun walk was yesterday and apart from aching lower body I enjoyed myself. I'm back at work either tommorrow or Wednesday I'm not exactly sure but I know it's going to be a little difficult getting back into the swing of things but it's all okay I will make it. I've decided to pursue all options of my academic achievments by applying to UWI, UK and Community that way I will not be disapointed and have choices.
Anyhow until later tonight when I head back to my place of of peach and day one is almost over.